A Diary...

Everything's cool, yeah It's all gonna be okay, yeah And I know, Maybe I'll even laugh about it someday But not today, no Cause I don't feel so good I'm tangled up inside My heart is on my sleeve Tomorrow is a mystery to me And it might be wonderful It might be magical It might be everything I've waited for, A miracle Oh, but even if I fall in love again With someone new It could never be the way I loved you Letting you go is Making me feel so cold, yeah And I've been trying to make Believe it doesn't hurt But that makes it worse, yeah See, I'm a wreck inside My tongue is tied and my Whole body feels so weak The future may be all I really need And it might be wonderful, yeah It might be magical, uh oh It might be everything I've waited for, A miracle Oh, but even if I fall in love again With someone new It could never be the way I loved you Like a first love, The one and only true love Wasn't it written all over my face, yeah I loved yo...

I know I can't take one more step towards you Cause all that's waiting is regret And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore You lost the love I loved the most I learned to live half alive And now you want me one more time And who do you think you are Running 'round leaving scars Collecting your jar of hearts And tearing love apart You're gonna catch a cold From the ice inside your soul So don't come back for me Who do you think you are I hear you're asking all around If I am anywhere to be found But I have grown too strong To ever fall back in your arms I learned to live half alive And now you want me one more time And who do you think you are Running 'round leaving scars Collecting your jar of hearts And tearing love apart You're gonna catch a cold From the ice inside your soul So don't come back for me Who do you think you are And it took so long just to feel alright Remember how to put back the light...

[All] Maxstep, maxstep ([Kai] Come on, come on huh!) (Ah, ha) [Eunhyuk] Neon nareul jageukhaji (Up and down) [Taemin] Hangyereul neomeoseotgo (Wechyeobwa) [Kai] RIGHT! [All] Maxstep, maxstep, maxstep, maxstep [Henry] Pagyeokjeogin moseube on sesagi da tteoro ttereo [Luhan] Janjanhan daegiye nae pohyomani ullyeo peojyeo [Taemin] Naega manyang memutgeryeotdamyeon pihal sudo eopseo Pagwedwae mireonaen chwegomani namneunda [Hyoyeon] HANDS UP IN THE AIR! [Eunhyuk] Hwanhohago majihaera [Hyoyeon] MAKJI MARA NAL! [Kai] Chwego gyeongjireul kyeongheomhara [Hyoyeon] GROWLING IT IN THE AIR! [Luhan] Keobuhalsurok pagodeureo [Hyoyeon] JEOLDAEJEOGIN NEO! [Kai] ROCK! [Henry] Let me take a ride, shift it into drive Geobeul naejima ije kkumi shilyeondwae [Taemin] Eoje boda hangeoreum deo dagaseon dojeon Chwekangeun hyanghae max Chwekangeun hyanghae max [All] Maxstep, maxstep, maxstep, maxstep (Ah, ha) [Kai] We’ve got a purpose, yeollin sesang-ui Kkeutkkaji meomchuji malgo Jeonjin tto jeo...

[Sooyoung] Ayo! GG! Yeah yeah sijakhae bolkka? [All] Eo-meo! [Sooyoung] Yae jom bwara yae Museun iri isseotgillae meoril jallatdae? Eung? [All] Eo-meo! [Yuri] Tto yae jom borago! Meoributeo balkkeutkkaji seutairi bakkwieosseo Wae geuraetdae? Gunggeumhae jukgenne wae geuraetdae? Malhae bwabwa jom [Tiffany] Ha ha! Let me introduce myself! Here comes trouble! Ttara hae!  [All] Oh ohh eh oh. Oh ohh eh oh [Jessica] Neo jallasseo jeongmal! [Taeyeon] Jiga mwonde? Utgyeo Neomu kotdae sen geo ani? Nabogo pyeongbeomhadanda yae [Jessica] Eo~ geu namja wanjeon mame deureonna bwa! [Taeyeon] Maldo andwae! Maldo andwae! [Seohyun] Neomu yeppeojigo sexy-hae jyeosseo Geu namja ttaemuniji? Mureobol ppeon haetdanikka? Neo bakkun hwajangpumi mwonji [Sunny] Sasil na, cheoeum bwasseo Sangcheo ibeun yasu gateun gipeun nun [Jessica] Yaegiman haedo eojil haetdanikka? [Yuri/Sooyoung] Neo jallasseo jeongmal! Jallasseo jeongmal! [All] Oh ohh eh oh. Oh ohh eh oh [Taeyeon] ...

            Minggu pagi yang cerah, aku duduk-duduk di depan rumah sambil merenung. Aku hanya memikirkan satu, Viona Sakhira Felicia. Dia adalah sahabatku sejak kecil. Tetapi, sekarang dia pindah ke Singapura. Aku sangat kangen dengan dia. Kriiiiinngg... Kriiiiinngg... Bel sepeda berbunyi keras. Aku sudah kenal bunyi itu, bunyi Mas Doni! Si tukang pos. “Halo, Jessie! Ada surat untukmu, dari Singapura!” seru Mas Doni sambil melambaikan surat untukku. “Hai, Mas Doni! Terimakasih ya...” seruku sambil berlari-lari menuju Mas Doni. Dengan cepat kuambil suratku. Aku duduk kembali diteras rumahku. Aku menatap surat oranye yang kupegang. Oranye kesukaan Viona! Aku segera membukanya. Isinya adalah........... For Jessie, My Best Friends                                     ...